Old lazy me didn't do any grinding yesterday thinking I will have time today. It turns out I can't connect to the game at all (literally I can't even get past the title screen. Stove Error 39001 or something like that). Can't even do the free daily summon.
After trying to play the game time and time again I realized I feel great now that my desires will not be fulfilled at all. We all obtain acceptance when our desires fade. So that is why death feels so welcoming.
(After releasing a primal scream of rage and throwing my phone out of the window) I think I have reached enlightment now.
Congratz on achieving enlightenment. There's a new heroine coming next week so hurry up and buy another phone.